one of my closest friends pretty much hates you right now and doesn’t like you and thinks you lead me on and that you’re a douche and part of me wants to side with her and agree because, yes, you can be a douche and maybe you did lead me on but i know that this is partly my fault for letting myself feel this way and letting it go on for so long and I’m so dumb and why why whyyyyyy am i so dumb kldgjaklja and now you’re all adlkghsadkgjklajkls like ugh idk why I’m complaining because “this is what i wanted” but shits so different now like wtfffffff i dont even know why I’m so butthurt and shit because if what i wanted were to happen, then what? nothing. hollllyyyyyy.
hmm. i wonder if i read this at the end of 2012 i’ll understand what I’m talking about. this post makes no sense. just how everything in my head feels lmao okay bye
Day 173: LAST DAY OF FUGGIN SOPHOMORE YEAR.
DDT FINAL, check! S/o to Susie, Elbin, and Justin <3 Hehehe our group was cuuuute! Good jahbbbb team! APUSH/MUN FINAL, check! Lmao that is the worst I’ve EVER done on a scantron test. Oh my. Thank you Mr. Mustard for giving us a heads up on how next year will be!
Hahah after school, kicked it at Sarah’s for a bit debating on what the cheetahs should do! Ended up having lunch at Niko Niko :))) Mmmmm! Went to Alia’s after, then headed to Graduation 2012! Congratulations to all the graduates. So proud of you guys! At some point between the calling of names and the crazy ass fireworks, it hit me that it wouldn’t be too long till I was down there in a cap and gown. Freaking CRAZY. Time is going by way too quick :(
After, had dinner with Alani’s family at Pho. Congratulations, Miss Alani Manalaysay. You will definitely by missed. Love you! <3
Day rating: 7.5/10
Day 172: Filipino final, CHECK! Easy peasy lemon squeezy. Chemistry final, CHECK! FML LOL got 59/82… but I still have a B in the class so its all goody. Just happy to finally be done with chemistry maynnnn! Came home and kicked it with my baby nieces at the bakery real quick. Then took em home, then to the park! Omg the things them two notice at the park is crazy. They observe like… everything and “explore” and try looking for all the different types of ducks and plants and turtles and whatnot! HAHAHA. Bought them ice cream, and then my Papa picked us up :) Ran some errands.. off to pick up my dress & go to Bloomingdales really quick. Then that night, had some BOILING CRAB. Om nom nom nommmm.
Day rating: 6/10
Day 169: not photographed. Happy Father’s Day! Woke up and woke my Papa up to give him balloons and a yummy cake :) Had lunch at Hibachi buffet with the parents, nieces, Kuya Rigel & Ateh Kathie, and the cousinnnn Tom! Nom nom nommmm. Spent a lil time at the bakery and then went to church!
Even though my Papa will probably never see this, I just wanted to say thank ya! Since day one, my Papa has worked so hard to provide for me and the family. Forever treating my like a lil Princess. Love you forever & always papa! <3
Day 170: Mondays. Yuck. Went to school with natural hair and no eyeliner and ooooh honey, i liked a hot mess. But since the seniors weren’t there, it was the annual “switching of the tables” time. LOL SO FUNNYYYY. Anyways. Went dress shopping after school. FAIL. Then had the first DDT meeting of the year!! :) Crazy how quick things are startingggg. When the coaches were talking about comp season my tummy started getting all tingly and I got excited hehehe.
Came home to my nieces playing dress up in my room <3 They are staying here the whole week! Giving them the “slumber party” experience ;)
Day ratings: 5/10
Day 171: English final, CHECK! Math final, CHECK! Guppys date with BFF’s fam and Elinni after school :) Then watched Project X at Kyle’s real quick. Spent the restaaa the night at the bakery. Baked with the nieces at home tho! Love having them around :)
Day rating: 6/10
Day 168: THREEZY REUNITED!!!!! <3
Woke up a lil early & got ready to go with BFF to pick up Ms. Elinni Veliz from the airport! Ahhhh. Spent the day with her & BFF. Went to BFF’s fam party in Moreno Valley. Then later that night drove around with them two and Kyle.
It was so nice to spend time with her and see her and be together US THREE after FOUR FUUUGGGIN YEARS. Catching up and all that good stuff! I love it. Can’t wait for the days to come!
Day rate: 7/10
Day 167: Seniors last day of school. I know I’m not even a senior, but I was so anxious for this day to come. I was not ready at all to say goodbye to some of those people. Specifically my DRILL seniors <3 I remember at USA Nationals I told them I’d wait to say goodbye at Spectacular. Then at Spectacular.. I said I’d wait till Showcase Assembly. Then at Showcase Assembly I told myself “there’s still banquet!” After banquet.. distance grew and I was kinda speechless. I kept my distance.. until today came around. Bahaha & even today I told myself… graduation is not till next Thursday! Blah. Im so lame and overdramatic with these things LOL <3
School was… the same. LOL. Except Kyle tried being all cute and came in my class during MUN and gave me a rose! Everyone in my class, including Mr. Mustard, started shooting on me & thought I was mean because I was just like “Thanks bro” & shook Kyles hand >:) Hehehe I knew he was effinnnn wit me! Then 5 seconds later… *text* Aye imma need that back after class. Lol typical Kyle
MUN was really cute though. Our instructor’s assistants’ Katheryn Lee & Sonia Sharma’s last day of school <3 We made them sweatshirts that had IA, their last names, and CHSMUN written on it. We also all went around and made “speeches” on how much we love em! Then they made us shirts and brought us cookies, and made a lil speech about each and everyone of us. Honestly, those two have def left a big impact on us MUN kiddos. We would not be the strong class of delegates without them two being great mentors and role models. Ahahaha like Brian said, those two are gonna be co-presidents of the world! LOL they are so smart and sweet and ahhh. When Sonia was talking about me in the lil speech thing, she said that my smile brings her positivity and that she thinks I’m a strong delegate and loves how I deliver speeches and ahhhh. She made me so happy <3 I wish them two the best at Berkeley and UCLA!
When lunchtime came around… that was the hard part. Took pictures with all my favorite seniors <3 (TOO BAD THE GIRLS THAT MEAN MOST AKA ALANI MANALAYSAY AND MONICA LAO ARE NOT EVEN PICTURED IN THIS POST -_- WHERES OUR PICTURE TOGETHER?!) Anyways. I saw Alani and Pammy hugging. Balling their eyes. and yup. There came the friggggin waterworks. Just knowing they’ll be leaving really makes my tummy twist and ahhhhhh. I was ballin and Alani kept saying “No Eriel, I know we’ll stay close. We have to” yadda yadda yadda. And I really want to believe her. I really do. But things will never be the same. We’re never going to have as strong a bond as we do now. Everyone will be off doing their own thing. But I mean, you can’t blame em! Hahaha my fault for getting so attached right ? :/ Mmm. But like I said, I told both her and Monica that as long as they are in my life somehow.. I will be fine. I will definitely have big shoes to fill, but I owe it to those two to try my hardest. You guys will forever be my captains! <3 Love you Class of 2012. Wish you all the best.
After school, totally and complete forgot I had a scheduled date with Anne & Sarah. FINA EFFING LY. Us three haven’t hung us US THREE for almost a year, now. It was so nice to have both of them with me at the same time. We had a late lunch/early dinner @ Mimi’s Cafe :] Fun fun fun stuff with those chicas! Love them two & how we maintain a relationship even though we aren’t SUPER close. <3
Got home, took a nap. And then was bored shitless with the cousin from the PI. So we decided to go out & watch a movie. Hehehe picked up some Boba and snacks then watched Snow White & the Huntsman which was actually pretty good! Just got home. and Now me & him are bored again. Bahaha. Wellllll. My blog is finally up to date as of now. Yayyyyyy! Kbye
Day rating: 7/10
Days 163-166: Typical school days. Just tryna push thru it till the end. This week: ignored the seniors because I didn’t wanna face saying goodbye LMAO. almost finished the piece with Susie, Justin, and Elbin for the choreo final. Baked with my nieces. Had good talks with Sydney Wiley <3 Went over Alia’s house after forever! Kicked it with Keonee & Nart & Sarah again. Dasssss allll
Week rating: 6.5/10